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 ... pano??? ...Aug 22, 2010 | babe25
pnokng 1 arw mrmdamn m nlng na dkna msya sknya? plgi kang nggalit naiinis kht wlng dhlan. pno mo ssbhn kng mgccmula kpa lng ssbhn na nya.. ...wg mko iiwan hah?... COMMENTS
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| lahat ng umaapaw ay sayang Aug 22, 2010 | babe25 huwag mong masayadong mahalin ang isang tao at ibigay sa kanya ang lahat.tandaan mo lahat ng umaapaw ay nasasayang..... COMMENTS
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| don't make a spcial prson Aug 22, 2010 | babe25 don't make a spcial prson miss u too much.. try to keep in touch bcoz missing oftentimes leads to FORGETTING COMMENTS | ||||||
| minsan nakakasawa Aug 22, 2010 | babe25 minsan nakakasawa pag lagi sya andyan, minsan nakakasakal pag lagi sya concern, minsan nagsasawa ka na pag lgi mo sya ksama, pero pano pag minsan mawla na sya, magiging masaya ka ba?COMMENTS
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| ENCHANTED MOMENTS (I LOVE YOU GOODBYE) By: Bl0odyRose Aug 18, 2010 | Bl0odyR0se I met him first at our prom night during our senior years in high school. We’re not partners and not even friends. Actually, I don’t even know him at all. Yes, we’re at the same school but I may be so preoccupied that i never noticed him in my 4 years of stay at the university.Well anyway, I was dancing with my friend when someone familiar approached us. He talked to my friend and they seemed to be talking about me. As if reading my thoughts, the guy told me that his friend wants to dance with me. Of course I’m shocked! Who would want to dance with me except my friends? (I am not used to get along with many people so i only got few friends and only a number of people know me) I am still dancing with my friend when the guy came back, but now his with another guy.. So this is him. At first I thought he was someone I knew, but as they came closer I realized I didn’t know him at all. There was no affection.. Just mere nervous for the fact that he’s a total stranger. So then we danced.. He asked for my name and i did the same. I didn’t hear his name clearly because of the loud noise but I didn’t bother to ask again. I was speechless... both of us were. It was as if we were both afraid to break the silence.... to break the intensity between the two of us. After the first song I thought he was about to send me back to my chair, but to my surprise he hold me even closer to him... And I obeyed... So we continued dancing... Love songs in the air and an hour passed but we didn’t seem to notice it. As we move by the sweet dance, he holds me closer and closer to him to the extent that I almost kissed his chest. (He’s a lot taller than me; even with my high heels on). I’m trembling. What’s with this guy that makes me act this way??? The moment seems so romantic and magical to me. It’s like that of a fairytale that time stops and everyone around us seems to stop and nothing matters but the two of us. I’m almost drowned with my fantasies when the light stars to fill the dance floor... Hudyat na ng pagtatapos ng kasiyahan. Kailangan nang umuwi ni Cinderella... (Our prom night only lasted at 12 midnight) . . . Regular classes n ulit... Everything was back to normal... except my mind and heart. I was so confused. After that night, I hardly slept and I kept thinking about him. I just can’t help myself. Akala ko ‘di na kami magkikita ukit. I thought the fantasy ends that night kasabay ng pagtatapos ng party. It was just a dance, there’s nothing big deal about it. Isinayaw nya lang ako..! But to my surprise, my friends started teasing me about him. They said his name is V** L*****. And I learned na mtgal na pla nya akong gusto. 2nd yr plang daw kmi ay crush n nya ako... pero di makalapit kasi torpe. And it amazed me a lot. I found it so romantic. So then because of our mutual friends we get along. He didn’t talk much and so as I. Parang may sarili kaming intindihan kahit hindi kami ngsasalita . Masaya kami na magkasama lang... magkatabi sa isang tabi... Everything bet. Us was going good. I know there’s something between us. But we’re not talking about it. Takot din akong magtanung. So hinayaan ko nalng na ganun. Basta alam ko Masaya ako sa company nya... at nararamdan kong mahal nya ako... I could still remember the time na nasa 3rd floor kami ng h/s building. Nakaupo lang kami sa sahig ng corridor. No words spoken. Magkatabi lang kami. Para bang pinapakinggan namin ang heartbeat ng isa’t isa... Then he made me lean on his shoulder. Tas sbi nya “Mula ngayon pwede ka nang sumandal sa balikat ko kahit kelan mo gusto... “. It was the most romantic line I’ve ever heard. And it made me fall for him. That’s when I realized that I actually am in love with him. Then came the graduation day... I was filled with satisfaction and sadness at the same time. Satisfaction kasi after 4 yrs ng paghihirap ko atlast nagbunga narin. I am now ready to face another stage of my life- magkcollege na ako! I’m also sad kasi hindi ko alam if anu ang mangyayari pagkatapos. Magkikita-kita pa ba kami ng mga friends ko? Magkikita pa ba kami ng mahal ko??? . . . Bakasyon. Nagkakausap prin kami pro through text msgs nalang. Kumustahan.. ganito.. ganun... but wla paring clarity yung about samin. Everytime we’re talking about sweet nothings, i’m always tempted to ask “what is going on between us?” but still, I’m afraid... I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and just told myself that someday I would be able to tell him just how I felt. Month of May, nasira ang cp ko. I felt so bad thinking na i won’t be able to talk to him without my cp. Pero wala akong magawa kundi hintayin ang pasukan. I have a big chance to talk to him by then kasi pareho kami ng college school na pinag-enrolan. Though we chose different courses. . . . 1st day of my college life... I was so excited for the possibility na magkikita na kami ulit. Excited akong Makita ang reaction nya sa muli naming pagkikita. 2 months had been a long time for me. I’m crazily missing him!! I didn’t saw him the 1st day and the next few days... until the 2nd week. Tuesday nang magkasalubung kami sa corridor... My heart beat so fast that I hardly breathe... When he was near me, I looked up to him just to be surprised... he just passed by me! As if he saw nothing... as if he didn’t know me at all. It hurt me so bad. I can’t understand why he’s acting that way. I thought we have something special. I knew we had. Lumipas ang mga araw at bwan pero ‘di parin kami nagkakausap. Gumawa ako ng paraan. I started talking to his friends and classmates. I know it’s downgrading for a girl like me but it’s all I know I could do. I want to talk to him. I want to clear things out. I didn’t understand why he’s acting different now. I could see it, I could feel it, we both loved each other, there was that unsaid awkward silence bet. Us and somehow i was aware of it. I wonder what had happened to him. A month of no communication and everything’s changed. He told our friends that he doesn’t care about me anymore and he doesn’t want to see me again. I am so disheartened. My heart broke into pieces and my tears fall rapidly from my eyes. It hurts so bad! I already admitted to myself that I love him and now there was no turning back. I started to give up. I’m so tired of fighting for him. My heart can’t handle the pain anymore. He kept pushing me away. So then I decided to stop. I suppressed my feelings for him. I started ignoring him whenever we crossed paths. I started doing the things that he does- pretending that he’s not around even he is. Hanggang nasanay narin ako sa ganun. Hindi na ako masyadong naaapektuhan pag nagkakasalubong kami. And it was it. I’m getting over him, or so i thought. One day I’m surprised to receive txt msg from him. I felt so stupid. (1 txt lng nya tumatalon na agad ang puso mo!) I am so overwhelmed by the thought that he thought about me today. And so i read the msg “kumuzta kna? Bkit mo ako iniiwasan?”. Suddenly, my world went upside-down again. I can’t understand what he’s up to. (‘Di ba yan ang gusto mo???) And so we were again talking and discussing how stupid we were those past few months and that how much we liked each other. I was so touched to know that our shared moments that were so special to me were to him too. He told that what we had was so special for him. In that instant I knew he still loves me. We started clearing things out. He told me the reason why he got so mad. He thought I am dating with my ex-bf again. So I told him it’s not true. Things eventually grew good and we got together again. This time it was great, it was different. Everything’s clear bet. us. Jan. 18, 2007, we are then in the so-called “relationship”. We hardly talked, he wouldn’t say the magic words, we rarely see each other, and he wouldn’t want his friends to know what was about us. Nonetheless, I still love him more than i love life itself. I tried to make it work. Tiniis ko lahat ng sakit. Sabi ko Masaya na ko na ksama ko sya, na napaparamdam ko kung gaanu ko sya kamahal. But everything went so wrong. He said it’s better if we would just be friends. So we broke up. We stopped talking, stopped looking at each other, at least I didn’t. We started to ignore each other again. Jan. 30, 2007, the most painful part of my life came... I lost my dad. He died from complication of his diabetes. I was so crushed. He is the only one I have. My mother died when I was 2 and dad was the one who took care of me ever since.. He’s the best dad of all! But now I lost him. Mas lalo kong naramdaman na nag-iisa nalang ako. I have nowhere to run... no one to hug... and no shoulder to lean on... I am so alone... But then V** L***** came to rescue me. He always knew how to make me feel better, how to comfort me.. and he never fails to make me smile... He just comforted me and says everything would be alright. I strated to live life again. Natutunan ko ulit tumawa. He helped me move on. Minsan nga naiisip ko, cguro sya ang sinugo ni God at ni Daddy sakin, para hindi na ako malungkot. Hindi lila hinayaang maiwan akong nag-iisa... They gave him to me prara may mag-aalaga ulit sakin kahit wala na si Daddy. Feb. 8... naging kami na ulit... but this time I’m a bit cautious. Afraid to get hurt again... afraid to love be left again. I hardly show how I care for him. I act cool like a normal girl will do but the truth was I still care for him. I wanted to look into his eyes but I looked here and there... in fact on everything except him. I didn’t initiate to say the magic words. But all I do was otherwise of how I felt. He was indeed serious this time. No matter how cold I treated him, he would say that he understand and then show me that he cares. He started doing special things. He would hold my hands and tell me how special I am and that he really is in love with me. He would tell me how sorry he was for those times that we were not in good terms and that he missed me so much. He told me he was always proud to be by my side and told me he thought of me often and that I am beautiful. Missed how we would sing our song together, sat just beside each other and the times that I slept leaning on his shoulder. He even told me that I’m the only one that he always dreamed of. He would always bring me to the city plaza (our favourite hangout pace since h/s). We would just sit there watching the stars and talking about anything. We talked about ourselves, our dreams, our childhoods, our family. Each discussion was wonderful. Every fact, every feelings shared was a precious thing to be cherished and savoured. We recalled every moment spent together again and again. We both were sitting closely... and as I lean on his shoulder, he kissed my forehead caressedly. That was sooooooooo romantic!!! The plaza never seemed to me as beautiful as I felt at that time. I fell in love again with him. Majority of the time of our relationship was sweet. A lot of moments to cherish. We’ve faced many obstacles, faced so many sacrifices, some heartaches... but most of the time, it was so great. Everything was so good to be true. But of course, 3yrs won’t be that easy. We have to adopt on each other’s own preferences... We fought a lot of times. He was so busy that it sometimes made me angry and impulsive with him. I became too posesive and insecure. I got jealous all the time. It’s not that i don’t trust him... It’s just that I am so afraid to lose him again. It even got to the point that i got so madly jealous that I offered break-up. But he loved me so much that he wouldn’t want to lose me... so he begged for me to stay. He knelled crying in front of me and in front of many people. Nun ko narealize kung gaanu nya ako kmahal. Sinuko nya ang pride nya. Nagpakababa sya para lang maibalik ako. At mas lalo ko syang minahal mula nun. We still argue sometimes... But then things would get fine. We got along well. We would eat lunch together, watch movies, camping and sometimes we even go swimming even if it’s just the two of us. Everytime we were with each other he would give me his fullest attention and I would give him mine in return. Every time we were apart we would feel that crazy feeling until we would be wrapped in each other’s arms again. At dahil alam nyang selosa ako, hindi sya tumitingin sa ibang babae. And he did it literally kasi lagi syang nakayuko pag nglalakad. Hindi narin sya nakikipag textmate. He does everything for me. Pinakilala nya narin ako sa family nya. He said I’m the first na hinarap nya sa pamilya nya and i believed it ‘coz I’m his first GF. I get along his family well and I enjoy my stay with them. I love him more bec. Of that. Actually, sa bawat araw na dumadaan ay lao ko lang syang minamahal. He became my everything. I thought I’d met my soul mate totally and completely. I understand it takes two to tango and I’m sure I did my fair share in the relationship also... Jan. 29, 2010... Came the day that we would say “so-long”... it was not a bad break-up or anything, it was a heartfelt one, meaning that we parted with broken hearts bec. We were still so much in love with each other. Something went wrong. Hindi na kami magkasundo...he said he’s giving up. So we broke-up , this time it was a major one. I stopped talking to him by then. I ignored his text messages. I wanted to be away from him as much as possible. I asked him never to contact me and at least allow me to move on. He didn’t listen... He continued to contact me, that night, the next morning, the next day with text messages. Until eventually he didn’t. Next days passed with nothing. No contact, nothing as if he didn’t exist. And my heart did start to heal a li’l bit. After 5 mos., I came to terms with it- at least I thought I came to terms that it was over. Thanks for my ever loving and supportive friends. They make me going and they never left me aside. Well, there are some times that we had the chance to have some small talk. He sent me messages and i reply back for some sort of reasons. We weren’t under the label of relationship but we’re talking like we used to. Then he decided to come back into my life... telling me it could work and it would and we would try. I still love him by then. Actually, I never stopped loving him. So I gave him another chance. We met again at the Plaza... our eyes said everything to each other. The most eloquent silence... where only love existed. Things got sorted out and everything gone fine. I thought things would get better with us again but no, this wasn’t the right time for us indeed... After a week, I got mad at him again. He was ignoring me a lot. No txt messages, no calls, nothing at all. I waited for about 3 weeks, for anything that would let me know what was happening. But I never received anything from him. I started thinking, was it only I hurting as bad as it seemed? I talked to his friends and ask about him and they said he’s doing fine.. I tried calling him but he just didn’t take my calls. I felt so insulted and in my ego, I didn’t bother about him... I am so eager to forget about him to the extent that i got into another relationship. He’s name was A***. He’s charming, funny, thoughtful and caring. I thought I loved the guy already. I’m enjoying his company and at least somehow I forgot the pain. But 3 weeks later, I found out that A*** has another girl. I didn’t cry. I was happy for him and I wholeheartedly let him go. Days later, V** L***** started calling me again. He said our friends told him about my new relationship and told me that he was hurt about it. He said only after I rebuilt myself did he want me back. But the me that has been was lost. I had been changed by the pains. The person that he once loved hasn’t returned. I don’t think she will. I looked for her sometimes, in the boxes of old things, but she is never there. So now I have to let him go... I let my true love go... not because i didn’t love him, but because for now, this is what I think the right thing to do. We have to face our own lives. I want him to concentrate first on his studies and I’m afraid I can’t be by his side by now. A line on our theme song says “the closer I get to touching you the closer I get to loving you “and I absolutely agrees for it. So i decided to leave. To be as far from him as possible. Well, this time I’ve ended it with him, this time, although similar to last, I am stronger. It’s only been a month, but with friends, time, family, i know in my own heart that I’m stronger now... It doesn’t matter if little bits of my heart crack every time I think of him, it means i care and at least i can say i did. Sometimes i do feel like I can’t go on without him, sometimes and there has been times I feel like dying... Like he was my everything, but then i remember back to who I was before I met him. I need to do this for both of us. And I will. Currently we are not talking anymore, it’s not like we are in a fight... I don’t have anything to talk to him and so does he. Well, I still think of him very much and hurt from the lack of touch and from the songs he would sing to me. I remember each and every moment spent with him, even the pettiest of details still feels like yesterday. The thought of him never fail to make me smile. I can never get over him but I am moving on, building my life again... on my own. I’m not sure if we would see each other again. Talk the same way as we had. So now I want to tell you... Maybe for the last time... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! But for now, I have to say GOODBYE! Message of the writer: I want to acknowledge those people who helped me go through all of this. First, my family who’s always been by my side and never fails to give me advices. To my beloved friends who’d always make me laugh, stand by me at all times, always there for me when I needed them, loved me, took care of me, worried about me. I love you guys! I wouldn’t know what to do without you guys. Thanks a lot! I also want to thank V** L***** for letting me experience true love because he did a lot for me too and to let the whole world know I still am very much in love with you and no matter how hard I try I will carry you inside my heart till the day I die... COMMENTS
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